Not enough time

I'm in denial now! I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO THAT PLACE YET! At least not now. I'm still enjoying myself in my home sweet home. I know I can't be like this forever but it's too fast! It's like a blink of an eye, and *poof* I'm already going back to that place. This sucks. *sigh* This is because I enjoyed too much and time flies! I STILL WANT TO RELAX! Totally not ready for classes to resume. Plus, I'm not sure when I'll be back this year. It all depends how am I doing in this semester, yes, my LAST semester. I seriously need all the luck I could get! BREAK A LEG! so they say. It all comes down to 2 assumption

1. I pass everything and graduation ceremony in OCT 2010. Find a job or further my studies (Masters or another degree * I don't know*) If I really in this plan, I'm not sure when are the holidays cos masters program have different school holidays compared to degrees hence, no more seeing Sue Ling end of every year =( But then again, all this are just assumptions. If I find a job, that's if I can, I don't think I will be applying so many offs just to go back and holiday. I mean, It's different now. No more 3 months break.

2. *touchwood* I can't graduate on time. (means I failed la *touchwood*) I have to retake in the 2nd semester and work my arse off to pass it. Then, the graduation ceremony will be in APRIL 2011. If that's the case, I'm not so sure I can go back end of the year. Why? you ask me.. That's because the graduation ceremony is in April which is like about 5 months away after I completed. Don't tell me I go back Malaysia and do nothing and then come back again JUST FOR the ceremony. It's a waste of money, but I REALLY REALLY don't want to spend the summer there. I really hope I can go back malaysia because it's FREAKING 40 DEGREES end of the year! and my hostel room dont have a FAN in the room. I could suffocated from the heat to death. Trust me, you don't want to spend the summer in Aussie.

I need to buck up this semester, seriously. Every semester I will say this to myself, STUDY HARDER! But obviously, same old same old. *slaps self!* WHOA, There's so many words in this post. It's been awhile since I type a long post without pictures. I don't think anybody would read this. Who cares right. Well, it's just a piece of my mind now really. *sigh* I really hope I can do well this semester. I'm scared.

On another note, I've just finish packing my luggage, well almost. I think it's about 80% done. And I'm pretty sure it will be overweight by alot! Have to get ready some cash beforehand. Just incase. 20kgs is not enough! 20kgs sounds alot but it's not! really, trust me! I came back last semester with 3/5 luggage filled and it's already 22kgs! And now, it's going to be 5/5. Air Asia is so going to get alot money from me. And I'm going to get it from my parents.

Okay, I need to stop typing and sleep now. It's going to be 3 already. Oh shi-, 34 hours to go! Goodnight world.

*I'm too sleepy to check all my grammars and stuff. To hell with it, I don't care! nights people!*

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